Crossroads- Which path to take?

Have you ever felt that there are two sides you want to take, but can only choose one? Decisions are hard to make. For some its easier, but for me...no way!

-I have come a long way in life and have made some terrible decisions. (Yes, I admitted I made poor choices). Of course as life goes on, there will still be wrong choices made as we are humans and by far NOT at all perfect.

-I learned that people will always fault you for what you have done BAD in your life, rather than the good or the changes you have made that came out for the better. *This is NOT always true.*

-I do know that people may not always agree with the choices you sometimes make, but that is how we learn from our mistakes. We can NOT live our lives to please others...or yourself will not be happy.

When I was a baby my parents divorced. We moved from my birth state Ohio all the way to California when I was two months old. My mom met someone else, and she was happy. The man she was with for so long, I thought was my real father. I was so depressed when I fount out who my biological father was, only because he was NEVER there for me, and to this day...I can still say the same thing. He has let me down numerous of times. Hurt me emotionally. Words cannot prevail. Furthermore; this has led me to the decision to cut him out of my life completely. I will not go into complete detail on this, but when I told him that I can not be let down anymore and I will not put myself through it...You know what he says to me!? "F YOU!" Seriously. This person who so called to be my father says that to me? His ONLY daughter. So yes, I think I have EVERY right to let this person out of my life. I mean to say those two words to someone who you love is something that is hard to come back from, and was very uncalled for. I don't care if you were in the heat of the moment and was beyond furious, you just don't say it. There is NO excuse.
----With that decision I made...I feel very good about it and a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

Friends. They come and go in and out of your life. A true friend sticks beside you no matter what you are going through. They are there through thick and thin, the good, bad and the ugly. They are that one person you can trust besides God. They will never judge you and should never steer you wrong. They understand you make mistakes, and will be there to see you through them. I do have plenty of friends, but do I have that "true friend?"

There are many choices you will make in life. Some are easy to what color shirt you should wear that day...as to hard choices as what school your children should go to?
Just remember its your choice to decide what you want to do.